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Monday, February 23, 2009 / 10:43 PM
this is just going to be a super desperate o level candidate motivational post :D
And ya, im desperate.
GOSH!
I NEED MOTIVATIONAL CAMPS NOW AND THEN.
without them, i doubt im sure that i will not be motivated AT ALL! And there will be zero chance that i survive the o levels. Trust me.
It's only common test now and:
I freak out.
I let my emotions took control over me.
I feel depressed.
I lose all motivations.
I lose confidence in my ability.
I give up.
I lose myself.
Seriously, sometimes i question how much hard work i put into the particular subject, my passion for it and am i capable to do well for it.
And why?
I dont know myself.
I cant find the correct way to learn.
I cant organise the things in the correct manner.
I dont have the motivation to excel in it.
Or simply, i just cant do it.
But i know i can! AND i know i must!
Just that i need to put a lot more effort into it and keep up the consistent input and i should get the right amount of output. I need/want/must/have to do well for the O Levels. I will not let:
my parents down.
my teachers.
and most importantly myself.
Believe in self-confidence, the ability to do it.
The motivations, the correct strategy to work on.
Take actions, get the desired outcomes.
And i can do it!
okay, seriously, i need to end my stupid life and might as well have no life. So that i can do well for the Os. I dont mind the sacrifice, i open to suggestions as long as i get my desired results. Im serious. Whatever.
JIAYOUS!
O Levels on the 26 Oct
Monday, February 16, 2009 / 5:19 PM
I cant believe i did that.
I think i has the knack of making even the happiest thing bad.
i got my mum cut my fringe yesterday night because i think that it's kinda too long.
I thought it was just the right length after cutting.
Not until this morning, that i realised that my fringe is somehow very long and told my mum about it, But she simply ignored me and told me to settle it by myself. And give excuses, "I've got so many things to do already, yet you keep bugging me to do these little little stuff for you, I dont care."
And so, i heed her advice and plan to cut them after im back home by myself. I have always wanted to cut my own hair, and this is the chance and my very first time. I took the scissors and settle it by myself.
Estimates,...Measures,...Aims,...CUTS!
Inevitably, it turns out to be,...
a wrong move, a terrible mistake! I snapped the scissors without even thinking of how sharp the scissors are. And, *half of my fringe gone and i was really stunned* I tried all means to salvage the situation, but i guess i only made it worse.
Okay, now i get what i want.
A short fringe.
Good job! *with lots of sarcasm*
Next time, no.
There will be no Next time.
I will get the pros/my mum to cut my hair, even if it's just my fringe.
Saturday, February 14, 2009 / 7:07 PM
I think im really stressed up.
By the common test, seriously. im trying to treat it as though it's some major exam, o levels. But i realised if i do it this way, i will get really stressed up/pissed/frustrated and it's killing me!
I HATE BEING A SEC 4!
Why cant we just study at our own pace and have all the time of the world to study/ask question and fully understand the topic!
Why cant the the common test be on a weekly basis like how it was in sec 1?
Why is there sucha packed schedule for the common test?
Why is it fair that we are tearing our hair for the common test and the others are having fun at camp!
Why!
I think i'll just accept the fact that im a sec 4 now and should be more mature, look at things from a different perspective.
Meaning,
no complains
no slacking
no computer!
JIAYOU! :D
Common test will be just fine.
/ 6:23 PM
I realised whenever im in a foul mood, the people around me suffer. Sorry Siyun and Jiaying for rolling my eyes, flaring up at you, losing my temper and ignoring both of you all the way from school to lot one.
Yes, I feel guilty.
Cause i know how bad it feels when people throw their tantrums at you.
Friday, February 13, 2009 / 8:41 PM
I was supposed to be on the study table doing homework/day dreaming/revising/pure slacking/at least flipping the pages. But, i just couldnt resist the temptation to sit in front of the computer. Even though I have tons of homework debts, especially for chinese, it's never ending.
Next week is common test.
It's so irritating, infuriating, idiotic, stupid, retarded, troublesome, disgusting,... *the list goes on on* There's so much to memorise and its endless to learn. *stares at history/ss SEQ*
Three papers in a day - you think im some sort of crazy maths freak and have everything up here?! *finger pointing to my teeny-weeny brain* I think the principal should make a more logical common test schedule for the pathetic students.
And after common tests, there's a whole new set of SPA practical exams awaiting us. cool. And i guess im gonna fail it, with the amount of attention and caution needed. But, i need to pass it with flying colours cause its the easiest to score.
Whatever.
Sunday, February 1, 2009 / 12:34 PM
i have a hard time digesting the fact that:
(1) i have tons of unfinished homeworks
(2) im using the computer now
(3) Common tests
(4) I need to redownload msn
To make things worse. (1) and (2) clash with each other and it affects (3) in a long term. It's just a teeny-weeny problem actually. I'll just off the com and problem solved!
(4) really irritates me, even though i dont usually sign in to msn. Given that my computer no longer has access to msn, i now finds msn really important. LAME. I tried redownloading it a few times and failed that few times. This is call, shi qu le cai zhi dao ta de hao.
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Monday, February 23, 2009 / 10:43 PM
this is just going to be a super desperate o level candidate motivational post :D
And ya, im desperate.
GOSH!
I NEED MOTIVATIONAL CAMPS NOW AND THEN.
without them, i doubt im sure that i will not be motivated AT ALL! And there will be zero chance that i survive the o levels. Trust me.
It's only common test now and:
I freak out.
I let my emotions took control over me.
I feel depressed.
I lose all motivations.
I lose confidence in my ability.
I give up.
I lose myself.
Seriously, sometimes i question how much hard work i put into the particular subject, my passion for it and am i capable to do well for it.
And why?
I dont know myself.
I cant find the correct way to learn.
I cant organise the things in the correct manner.
I dont have the motivation to excel in it.
Or simply, i just cant do it.
But i know i can! AND i know i must!
Just that i need to put a lot more effort into it and keep up the consistent input and i should get the right amount of output. I need/want/must/have to do well for the O Levels. I will not let:
my parents down.
my teachers.
and most importantly myself.
Believe in self-confidence, the ability to do it.
The motivations, the correct strategy to work on.
Take actions, get the desired outcomes.
And i can do it!
okay, seriously, i need to end my stupid life and might as well have no life. So that i can do well for the Os. I dont mind the sacrifice, i open to suggestions as long as i get my desired results. Im serious. Whatever.
JIAYOUS!
O Levels on the 26 Oct
Monday, February 16, 2009 / 5:19 PM
I cant believe i did that.
I think i has the knack of making even the happiest thing bad.
i got my mum cut my fringe yesterday night because i think that it's kinda too long.
I thought it was just the right length after cutting.
Not until this morning, that i realised that my fringe is somehow very long and told my mum about it, But she simply ignored me and told me to settle it by myself. And give excuses, "I've got so many things to do already, yet you keep bugging me to do these little little stuff for you, I dont care."
And so, i heed her advice and plan to cut them after im back home by myself. I have always wanted to cut my own hair, and this is the chance and my very first time. I took the scissors and settle it by myself.
Estimates,...Measures,...Aims,...CUTS!
Inevitably, it turns out to be,...
a wrong move, a terrible mistake! I snapped the scissors without even thinking of how sharp the scissors are. And, *half of my fringe gone and i was really stunned* I tried all means to salvage the situation, but i guess i only made it worse.
Okay, now i get what i want.
A short fringe.
Good job! *with lots of sarcasm*
Next time, no.
There will be no Next time.
I will get the pros/my mum to cut my hair, even if it's just my fringe.
Saturday, February 14, 2009 / 7:07 PM
I think im really stressed up.
By the common test, seriously. im trying to treat it as though it's some major exam, o levels. But i realised if i do it this way, i will get really stressed up/pissed/frustrated and it's killing me!
I HATE BEING A SEC 4!
Why cant we just study at our own pace and have all the time of the world to study/ask question and fully understand the topic!
Why cant the the common test be on a weekly basis like how it was in sec 1?
Why is there sucha packed schedule for the common test?
Why is it fair that we are tearing our hair for the common test and the others are having fun at camp!
Why!
I think i'll just accept the fact that im a sec 4 now and should be more mature, look at things from a different perspective.
Meaning,
no complains
no slacking
no computer!
JIAYOU! :D
Common test will be just fine.
/ 6:23 PM
I realised whenever im in a foul mood, the people around me suffer. Sorry Siyun and Jiaying for rolling my eyes, flaring up at you, losing my temper and ignoring both of you all the way from school to lot one.
Yes, I feel guilty.
Cause i know how bad it feels when people throw their tantrums at you.
Friday, February 13, 2009 / 8:41 PM
I was supposed to be on the study table doing homework/day dreaming/revising/pure slacking/at least flipping the pages. But, i just couldnt resist the temptation to sit in front of the computer. Even though I have tons of homework debts, especially for chinese, it's never ending.
Next week is common test.
It's so irritating, infuriating, idiotic, stupid, retarded, troublesome, disgusting,... *the list goes on on* There's so much to memorise and its endless to learn. *stares at history/ss SEQ*
Three papers in a day - you think im some sort of crazy maths freak and have everything up here?! *finger pointing to my teeny-weeny brain* I think the principal should make a more logical common test schedule for the pathetic students.
And after common tests, there's a whole new set of SPA practical exams awaiting us. cool. And i guess im gonna fail it, with the amount of attention and caution needed. But, i need to pass it with flying colours cause its the easiest to score.
Whatever.
Sunday, February 1, 2009 / 12:34 PM
i have a hard time digesting the fact that:
(1) i have tons of unfinished homeworks
(2) im using the computer now
(3) Common tests
(4) I need to redownload msn
To make things worse. (1) and (2) clash with each other and it affects (3) in a long term. It's just a teeny-weeny problem actually. I'll just off the com and problem solved!
(4) really irritates me, even though i dont usually sign in to msn. Given that my computer no longer has access to msn, i now finds msn really important. LAME. I tried redownloading it a few times and failed that few times. This is call, shi qu le cai zhi dao ta de hao.
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