what hurts the most
was being so close, and having nothing to eat
I am strawberry and my husband is blueberry. He's my fourth husband because the previous ones' were made into yogurt. My house is the tree and my food is cow dung. I heard I am going to be made into yogurt too so maybe I'll meet my husbands in someone's stomach soon. So, don't bother me.
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teehees!
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Monday, March 30, 2009 / 6:54 PM
1.Pick a word that begins with the first letter of your name.
Whees!

2.Who are you missing right now?
no one.

3.Your ex shows up randomly at your house, what do you say?
huh?

4.How many bedrooms are in your house?
It depends cause not all the rooms are used for beds.

5. Is there a reason for your profile song?
YES! cause i like it! :D

6. Do you hate the last girl you were talking to?
nope, btw the last female i talked to is a woman

7. Who was your last text message from?
tuition teacher

8. What time did you wake up this morning?
In a rush, cant rmb

9. If someone liked you right now, would you want them to tell you?
Nope, im buzy. Hahas! :D

10. Did you mean it when you said "i love you" last?
Yup. And shouldnt it be "Did you mean it when you last say 'i love you'?" *thinks*

11. Is it okay if you kiss people when you're single?
It depends on the situation/place/weather

12. What is wrong with you now?
Everything is wrong!

13. Do you think you'll be married in 10 years?
i will be 26 then, maybe? I cant predict the future and will not make assumptions

14. Would you kiss someone to make your ex gf/bf mad?
No, unlike some weirdo

15. Do you believe exes can really ever be "just friends"?
What is exes?

16. Do you use T9, word or abc?
T9

17. Do you tell your mum everything?
Depends. If i rmb and was given the chance to tell, i will.

18. Who was the last person you cried in front of?
In front of? Yanrong/Xiuxuan/Jiaying?

19. Have you told anybody you loved them today?
Nope

20. Who can you trust?
Family, Friends :D

21. Besides your lips, where is your favourite spot to get kissed?
Eeew! Sounds so wrong and disgusting.

22. How did you feel when you woke up this morning?
Feel like going back to sleep

23. Who was the last person you took a picture of?
of - i cant rmb.

24. Would you consider yourself to be spoiled?
only teeny-weeny bit.

25. Would you ever donate blood?
YEESSS!

26. Have you ever had a best friend who was of the opposite sex?
Yup.

27. Do you want someone dead?
Im not evil

28. What does your last text message says?
Why should i tell you? :D

29. What are you thinking right now?
How am i going to finish all my homeworks?

30. Do you wish someone was with you right now?
Not really.

31. What time did you go to sleep last night?
12+

32. Where did you buy the shirt you're wearing now?
From Kranji Secondaaary

33. Is someone on your mind right now? Is the someone the same person you've been asking all these while?
How many times must i tell you that im not thinking of any freaking person

34. Who was the last person to text you?
Redundant question.


Sunday, March 29, 2009 / 4:38 PM
I CANT WATCH NC16 MOVIES!
even though im a sec 4.
I.
CANT.
WATCH.
NC16
MOVIES?

So sorry, i ruined your NC16 movie. Wait till my birthday then we'll watch them together again! :D

Given the fact that im born in 1993, ignoring the month *calculates* i should be counted as 16years old and not 15. The month doesnt really matter at all. And this shows that i should be able to watch NC16 movies!

But i cant.

The counter uncle was really,... sharp? He said something like "you're not yet 16, right?" even before i showed him my ezlink card. I think that Detroit Metal City should not be NC16 cause it doesnt consist of super duper scary scenes that would frighten a 15+ female. Definitely not those scary-yet-not-so-scary costume of his. And so we cant watch it, or rahter I cant watch and this made the others cant watch as well. I wanted to watch unborn though and it only PG, meaning that i doesnt really scares. Only gross images. But Yanrong and Siyun was mot prepared for it, so nevermind.

I had always wanted to watch a horror movie in the cinema! That's kinda like the first part of my wish. The second part would be to watch the midnight ones, OOOOHHHHHHHH! So exciting! I swear im watching a NC16 Horror movie on my birthday, or soon after it! CANT WAIT to freak myself out!




Oh!
I brought the TWILIGHT DVD.
Hestitated really long before buying.
Im still not sure if it's really worth it, but whateveer.
YEAH! :DDDD


/ 2:50 PM
I have a mental disorder mainly known as cant concentrate on studying at home. But Im determined to finish ALL my homeworks. Because it scares me how others are mugging so hard, especially my cousin, freaks me out. and also because I don't want my parents to nag about all the band involvement affecting my studies! I seriously need to find a quiet place of my own where I can study.

AND I took apart in Earth hour last night! *looks at yanrong*
COOL!
Did you?


Saturday, March 21, 2009 / 11:19 AM
"True friendship is felt, not said."
-Mariecris Madayag


Read Siyun's post yesterday. I think she has suffered a lot during the band camp, mentally. Suffered is a very strong word, so wrong. It's just a little step lower than suffering.

FACE THE REALITY
It made me realise something too.
There IS really all types of different bad people in this world, they can be:
1. backstabbers
2. liars
3. poisonous friends
4. narcissists
5. cheapskates
6. Arrogant people
7. Impatient people/takers
8. Stuck up people
9. control freaks
10. jealous ones
11. sarcastic person
12. Nosey people
13. manipulative person
14. use others
15. copycats
16. Rude people
17. negative people
18. Actors/Actress
All that you can think of, But of course there are good ones too who help you up when you fall. They are the true friends.

i once asked my mum if it's really true that you'll have no true friends when you grow up. She said yes. I wasnt really shock, i just believe it without asking further.

This happened to some of the people i know, having no true friends, and i believed that it applies to the person who hurt siyun as well. Emotionless, not understanding, mean, arrogant, impatient, 0% caring, two-faced, fake-o, nag, bitch. <--- Sorry for the word, but i cant find any other better word to describe her. I have better things to do.

"A true friend never gets in your way unless you happen to be going down."
-Robert Edwards
i quotes this cause it reminds me of twilight :D

SIYUN,

Respect yourself for your uniqueness and understand that everyone is on their own life journey. You are who you are; you are the best at being yourself, and you are a unique person, full of possibilites! Accept and respect yourself, flaws and all, and you will find that life becomes much less of a burden.

Acknowledging
your good and bad qualities, your flaws and your talents, your mistakes and your achievements. Enjoy reflecting on your past and the lessons you've learned, as well as learning more about yourself and taking everything you possible can from your experiences, good and bad.

Take Nothing Personally. No matter what people do or say, not matter how things turn out, learn to accept it, move on, and look back and laugh. Don't be too sensitive or too worried about the way things are; get the most out of these experiences, even if they aren't entirely pleasant.

Be the opposite of them, Live as an example of tolerance, patience, humility, and even some kindness because these are all the things that the person is not or not very good at. We are all influenced by the people in our environment--they don't have to be perfect all the time and neither do you. Give respect because you are human. If you don't receive respect, that's -sadly- their problem. Give understanding, and you get understanding. Ultimately this sort of behavior is probably the only thing that might possibly get through to them. They may not change in everything, but you can safely expect a difference.

"True friendship comes when silence between two people is comfortable."
-Dave Tyson Gentry

i agree to a large extent!



band camp is very tiring, slept >12hours to replenish.


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Saturday, March 14, 2009 / 8:21 PM
I've got my second hole!
piercing i mean, Yeah! :D

And im thinking of another one now.
ADDICTION.

-------------------------------------------------------------------

URGENT:
to siyun, jiaying, xiuxuan and yanrong only,

#1
..................................me
expires TODAY, throw away.

#2
..................................me
expires TODAY, throw away.

#3
...................................me
expires TODAY, throw away.

#4
...................................me
expires TODAY, throw away.

#5
...................................me
expires TODAY, throw away.

#6
...................................me
expires TODAY, throw away.

ps, imagine the underline cause mine will have some stupid colours for underline, so just make do with it since it's like confirm nice de? Ya, your get what i mean can le (:

Yop, i think that's all already.
YEAH! :D


Thursday, March 12, 2009 / 7:16 PM
feeling "ARGH"
S-P-A.

ahhhhhhhhh,
this is not that soaking in boil hot water spa.
it's SPA.

my #1 killer.

Science practical assessment thing, we just have to do experiments and we are examine based on our skills. Which i dont think i will score Level 2 for all. ARGH! And it makes up 20% of my O level Examination in terms of weightage.

SPA is not as easy as i thought it is, it requires us to be:
-extremely careful
-efficient
-know everything at our finger tips
-accuracy
-safety
-sensitive to surrounding (dont make mistakes in front of the tcher!)

Physics should be quite easy because i know all the ways to score!
-instructions will be easily understood.
-i recognise the apparatus
-drawing graph is my strength!
-heating will NOT be involved
-calculations are just simple maths
-i have confidence to score!
YEAH!

But not for chemistry, i dont even have any teeny-weeny idea what is going to be tested. Is it QA or is it,... *stoned* im not sure but it's on metals. Furthermore, chemistry is more demanding in terms of:
calculation
safety
details
difficulty
the question itself!

Teachers told us not to worry about it, but i just seems/is very impossible to do so. It bugs us every single day/night/afternoon.

" Never gives up. Never gives up. Never never never gives up."
-some guy, i forgot who.

for your information, this guy did not stutter, and the radio is not spoilt neither, but this is what he said.

"Determine that the thing can and shall be done, and then we shall find the way"
-Abraham Lincoln


motivations! :D

Forget the spa thing, anyway,..
IM GOING TO PIERCE A SECOND HOLE!
amazing?

More amazingly, im going to do it,...
THIS SAT!
YeahYeahYeah!
it is going to be so scary/painful/killing/YEAH!

cant wait, my dream come true... Errrr.

hope there's no grooming check for SPA, and i wouldnt get infection.
*prays*


ANDAND, to add on to my joy,...
IM GOING KBOX!
right after i finished my SPA,
like finally.



Great
, im now looking forward to everything~
including SPA :DDDDD


SYF is coming! Gosh.


Monday, March 2, 2009 / 4:41 PM
Oh! And i just love this blog song. Peaceful, dreamy, so sweet! :DDDDDD

Siyun scored 53.5/60 for her sub Chemistry!
And i failed my pure chem!






It's so unfair!

It makes me wanna drop too, but it seems kinda late and stupid too. Im like dropping almost every possible subjects. Okay, take back my words.

I will study hard for Chem!
Yeah! :D

Now that MOE pass down a law or whatsoever that states that HCL students are not allowed to drop HCL. Reasonable, cause students just take advantage of being able to take CL o level one year before, secure a A1 and drop HCL after that which is quite unfair.

......

//Edit:
Some days back, my mum brought me to see a chinese doctor? Physician? Sinseh? Whatever to cure my never-ending cough. She's very sick of me coughing everyday, it's ringing in her ears every now and then. He's actually checking my blood presure? For a chinese doctor, that shouldnt be the case.

He's measuring my bp with that machine that clinic doctor use.
Done and smile.
He: says in a really calm voice "your daughter has a very low bp."
Mum stares.
Me: widen my eyes and i almost fainted "HUH?! Sorry?"
He: smile "you have a very low bp." smile again
Me: breathes in "how is that possible? Are you sure?!!"
He: look at the chart and nods "it's a sign of weakness."
Me: look at the chart "But, im only 5 units away from normal."
He: looks again and looked as if he's really thinking "Ya. So you have a low bp."
I frown.

Now he says i've got a low bp instead of a very low one.
Ha.
Ha.

Doctors.

//EditEdit:
Bloghopped to some sec 1sss blog. I think this year's sec one is really vulgar, they are *breathes in* quite immature too. Upset over teeny-weeny matters. Hmmm,...i always thought that my brother is freakish vulgar, so he's not the worst afterall. I kinda agree with Leona now, Sec 1s are *breathe again* bimbos. Okay, maybe i dont know them enough? But from the way they blog, they are worst than what i expected.

Im so lucky that im graduating this year :DDDD


/ 3:49 PM
Once again, life is boring. And the motivations are gone, for most of it. At least arguments are fun and very interesting.

Topic:
Yakult is far better than Vitagen. Do you agree? Explain your answer.

Stand:
I agree to a large extent.

I love these little drinks/bottles so much. I’m the kind of person who can actually crave for these drinks. *drools* And i used to collect the bottles, kinda stupid though.

When I was young I remember we actually went on a church field trip to the Vitagen factory to see how they were made. The girl who brought us around told us that Vitagen was healthier because they use real fruit juice. Me being a small kid, I totally bought into the healthy hype and I started picking Vitagen over Yakult.

Eventually Vitagen and I grew apart as I grew older and I hadn’t drunk it for yonks when I suddenly started having cravings again some years back. But, this time it's Yakult. The one and only reason would be that “Yakult tastes better”. Other weak rebuttals of “But…but Vitagen uses real fruit juice!” were not very convincing.

This started an avalanche. I have consumed three delicious packs of Yakult in the last two years. I must say it doesn’t seem to do anything for my pooping habits; unlike xiuxuan who drinks two bottles and spent most of her time in the toilet for that day.

There's this once that my mum discovered that Vitagen costs the same as Yakult (S$2.70) but packs 25ml more into a larger bottle. Gasp! This brought out the kiasu aunty in my mum.

“Look! I can get 25ml more for the same price! AND Vitagen has real fruit juice,” mum asserted proudly to me (who wasn’t listening). And Vitagen was totally rejected by my family. It was in my refrigerator for weeks and no one drinks it. My mum learnt her lesson and stick back to Yakult.
















Observations:

Yakult has a richer colour compared to Vitagen.
Yakult also has a stronger, sweeter smell than Vitagen.

Fact:
Yakult is definitely sweeter than Vitagen, with a more robust and intense flavor. Vitagen on the other hand tastes rather weak and vaguely insipid when compared to Yakult. To get this result, you will need to drink Yakult immediately after to compare, if not you might not have realized the difference so clearly.

Texture-wise however, Vitagen seems to be thicker and leaves more of an aftertaste than Yakult does. Which is "Eewww!"

Health-wise, Vitagen might still win the competition. It’s not as sweet because, well, it says in large print on the bottle, “LESS SUGAR”. Which is probably healthier. Unless they are cheating their fellow supporters of their feelings and money.

People below the age of 16 will buy for its taste which is obviously better than Vitagen. And older people will chose Vitagen instead, cause it's healthier. But i dont think they will buy drinks like this.

Overall, Yakult wins!
Support Yakult! :D