what hurts the most
was being so close, and having nothing to eat
I am strawberry and my husband is blueberry. He's my fourth husband because the previous ones' were made into yogurt. My house is the tree and my food is cow dung. I heard I am going to be made into yogurt too so maybe I'll meet my husbands in someone's stomach soon. So, don't bother me.
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Wednesday, July 15, 2009 / 10:43 PM
99 DAYS TO O LEVELS
The two digits will eventually arrive, and it have. And now time is really running short.


/ 10:03 PM
IT'S A MILESTONE
Everything is over for now, Prelim One is over.

I'll have to start preparing for Prelim Two soon, despite the fact that Prelim Two is still two months away. Today i got back some of my results. The most disappointing one was A. Maths, to think that i could actually fail A Maths at this point of time, the crucial timing. That's how bad things are for me now. I should really let me motivation run continuously, at least for a week, in that case I'll be able to focus more. Mdm Mah, Im sorry i disappoint you. Im disappointed with myself too.

Then it's physics, though i only know my mcq marks which are not good at all, i can predict that my paper two isnt going to be any better. I wanted to prove Miss Lee wrong, I wanted to ace my Physics, to make my parents feel proud of me. But,... Maybe I just didnt work hard enough for it, for maybe i was just not that capable to handle physics. I can only prepare myself for tmr, get a hold of my emotions, my heart, my soul.

Chemistry did improve, but i know it's still not enough to get that A1 in O Level. But I'll do my 100%, I'll prove it to Miss Kho that I can do it, I can still ace Chemistry, it's not too late. Now, I've gotten a little improvement and confidence in Chemistry, I'll ACE it! No complacency, procastination or distractions! And do you know how much I wanted to thank Miss Kho for that her words have really assured me, my feelings. I am touched! (: When i was writing these, im really touched. And for you, Miss Kho, I'll ace Chemistry! And I mean it!

Im really too emotional now, need time-out. But this really does helps me, it did. I need to stop my heart from leading me all the time, i'll get a mental breakdown if this continues. My brain should lead at certain times, but how? And can i?

I'll just have to seek solace in my sleep, where everything is fantasize and virtual. Nothing is really hurtful.


One day.
One day, I'll master you all.
Just you wait!


Friday, July 10, 2009 / 7:49 PM











Coffee rocks man, though it doesnt really help raise my energy level, but still, it's tasty! :D And it really does make me feel like an adult! (: A mature and successful one.

Today's Add Maths was really tough, for me :( Most probably because i didnt really study or practice much yesterday, spent too much time using computer and the procrastination. All i can do now is pray and pray and pray, which i dont think will make much difference. Just have to work harder for prelim 2 and the sciences mcq. (:

Went swimming after Add Maths paper 2. Swam till 3.15pm or so in the wave pool and the round round thing if there's a name for it. Then, eventually went off at 4. We did spent quite a long time bathing.

Tiredness.


playing time! (:
Thursday, July 9, 2009 / 6:31 PM











































They are the only entertainment to my life.
And they just look so cute together?
Lee Min Ho is so sweeeet to attend Koo Hye Sun's exhibition. Not to forget Kim Joon too (:

Other than that, my life is full of...
PRELIMS
EXAMS
SCIENCES
MATHS
HOMEWORK
STUDIES.
That's how boring it is, and not to forget the stress and all.

Booster session wants us to
PAY NOW, PLAY LATER.
But from what im doing these days, im playing without the L (paying) all the way! There's no play at all and the sacrifices for my studies are way too much.

First, i dont get to watch my tv shows.
Next, i have to sleep @ 1am everyday.
Then, i have to be locked up in a pink room with 4 walls everyday.
I even have names for them now.
Lastly, i've to face parental issues regarding my inconsistent meals/sleep.


This is just about what my mum would do.

Just in case you thought my prelims are already over. They're not. Im just finding the play on my own, sacrificing just a teeny-weeny portion of the paying time. (:

And it's one more month to National Day! This year's bag is cool, it's a threeee way bag! And the colours are eye-catching too! I want it desperately. It's the best national day parade goodies bag ever, if you call it a goodies bag.

Okay, im changing my url to meet the needs of my latest craze.
BOYS OVER FLOWERS (KOREAN)
Im intending to change it to www.annyeonghaseyo.blogspot.com (hello)
It's difficult to spell right? :(
Hmmm,...
to be confirmed :D

Till next time!
I bet it's gonna be a long time from now.
And time is ticking fast and furiously! (weird combo)

110 DAYS TO O LEVELS.
Must i do this very post?