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Monday, December 29, 2008 / 2:34 PM
i think it hasn't registered into my mind that 2009 is in a few days away. To be specific, 2 days. I know how much time I've wasted, stop harping on it.
i was thinking just now, how life would be as an *gulps* o level student.
O LEVEL seemed like something that has nothing to do with me, and now, im taking all the small small exams that would eventually add up to my final score and decide my final fate. If you ask me, im scared. Im really really scared.
Im scared that i wouldnt get my desired results.
Im scared that i would let my parents down.
Im scared that i wouldnt get a course i like in poly.
Im scared that i will regret all these!
And then, there's this whole new load of stress, like FAILING any subjects, the very tight schedule band has,...
In SEC 1, i played really hard and studying weren't very important.
In SEC 2, i started to be more conscious of my result.
In SEC 3, i thought my schedule can never be more packed.
In SEC 4, i dont even dare to think,...
All i know is there's something worse up ahead, handling stress is part and parcel of life, i guess.
BUT, there's always good things after the bad,...
like how im going to find a job after the o level, and spending them right after before i start school again.
and non-stop sleep, sleep and sleep...
*drools for awhile*
But before this, im going to work hard and stop complaining.
300 over days later, im a free soul! :DDDDDDDDDDDD
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Monday, December 29, 2008 / 2:34 PM
i think it hasn't registered into my mind that 2009 is in a few days away. To be specific, 2 days. I know how much time I've wasted, stop harping on it.
i was thinking just now, how life would be as an *gulps* o level student.
O LEVEL seemed like something that has nothing to do with me, and now, im taking all the small small exams that would eventually add up to my final score and decide my final fate. If you ask me, im scared. Im really really scared.
Im scared that i wouldnt get my desired results.
Im scared that i would let my parents down.
Im scared that i wouldnt get a course i like in poly.
Im scared that i will regret all these!
And then, there's this whole new load of stress, like FAILING any subjects, the very tight schedule band has,...
In SEC 1, i played really hard and studying weren't very important.
In SEC 2, i started to be more conscious of my result.
In SEC 3, i thought my schedule can never be more packed.
In SEC 4, i dont even dare to think,...
All i know is there's something worse up ahead, handling stress is part and parcel of life, i guess.
BUT, there's always good things after the bad,...
like how im going to find a job after the o level, and spending them right after before i start school again.
and non-stop sleep, sleep and sleep...
*drools for awhile*
But before this, im going to work hard and stop complaining.
300 over days later, im a free soul! :DDDDDDDDDDDD
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