what hurts the most
was being so close, and having nothing to eat
I am strawberry and my husband is blueberry. He's my fourth husband because the previous ones' were made into yogurt. My house is the tree and my food is cow dung. I heard I am going to be made into yogurt too so maybe I'll meet my husbands in someone's stomach soon. So, don't bother me.
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Monday, December 29, 2008 / 2:34 PM
i think it hasn't registered into my mind that 2009 is in a few days away. To be specific, 2 days. I know how much time I've wasted, stop harping on it.

i was thinking just now, how life would be as an *gulps* o level student.

O LEVEL seemed like something that has nothing to do with me, and now, im taking all the small small exams that would eventually add up to my final score and decide my final fate. If you ask me, im scared. Im really really scared.
Im scared that i wouldnt get my desired results.
Im scared that i would let my parents down.
Im scared that i wouldnt get a course i like in poly.
Im scared that i will regret all these!

And then, there's this whole new load of stress, like FAILING any subjects, the very tight schedule band has,...

In SEC 1, i played really hard and studying weren't very important.
In SEC 2, i started to be more conscious of my result.
In SEC 3, i thought my schedule can never be more packed.
In SEC 4, i dont even dare to think,...

All i know is there's something worse up ahead, handling stress is part and parcel of life, i guess.

BUT, there's always good things after the bad,...
like how im going to find a job after the o level, and spending them right after before i start school again.
and non-stop sleep, sleep and sleep...

*drools for awhile*

But before this, im going to work hard and stop complaining.



300 over days later, im a free soul! :DDDDDDDDDDDD


birthday wishes sealed with love
/ 12:39 PM
We were strangers, from two different schools. The presence of each other was insignificant and not important. But, it was the competition that brings us together. One of the toughest time together. And that was how we first met each other.

I would say i clicked with her right from the start. I was impulsive, head strong and stubborn. She was understanding, soft and supportive. We were like two pieces of puzzles put together.

Ever since, Xiuxuan has been one of the bestest friend on Earth. We went through numerous camps, events and trainings together. The bond is as tough as the Great wall of China, i'd say.

We quarreled a few times. Over trivial stuffs, the cares of the world or the normal things girls fight over. But everytime without fail, we patched up. I've indeed learnt alot from this friendship. It's all about forgiving, Cherishing and moving on.

Maybe it's because, im forever the one being stubborn and immature and she's always the one that forgave. She kept my secrets and always stood up for me.

We always call each other and talk about some random stupid stuff. She always have to hang up first, but seriously, i dont mind at all. When im talking to her, i've got almost nothing to worry about. She gives one of the best advice and her ears will always be there for you when you need them.

3 years later, she's just turned 15 today.

And now she stands 1.56m tall when she used to be the same height as me. Still and always be my best friend.


HAPPY BIRTHDAY XIUXUAN!











People believe in love at first sight.
But, i believe in friends at first sight.


Sunday, December 28, 2008 / 10:44 PM
1 wish strike of my wishlist! :D
I'VE GOT MY CONTACT LENS!
can you believe it?

i know it's very sudden, i didnt expect it as well. But, it just happen like that. Click.

Aunt: Do you want to wear braces?
Me: I want! But it's painful...
Mum and aunt chatting.
Aunt: Then do you want to wear contacts?
Me: Ahhhh! Yes, i want! But,... *looks at mum*
Aunt starts persuading mum.

Then we went to the shopping mall, walk past some specs shop,..
Mum: Eh! you want to buy contacts?
Me: *jaws dropped* You asking me?
Mum: Ya.
Me: YEEEEEESSSSSSS!

YeahYeah! Then we walked in,... :DDDD i had difficulty putting them in at first. But after a few tries, i think i can manage :D Now, for the taking out part. It's difficult. But still, i took them out! With my very own hands! Not dreaming! :DDDDDDDD Overall, i spent almost 45 minutes with the lens. Putting in and taking out.


THE JAPAN SCHOOL CONCERT WAS
OH.
MY.
GOD
.

They are freakingly crazy! And maybe scary. I almost got a heart attack there, no joke.

Reason for heart attack:
1. They can raise their instrument high up in the air, Even the tuba
2. And still blowing their instrument
3. They can move freakingly fast
4. With the instrument
5. They move the instrument as though they are weightless
6. And even hold them with one hand
7. They nod their head very hard and fast

The jaw-dropping part:
1. They are very loud
2. Even with only a few people
3. They can sing very loudly - 5 times louder than KSB
4. They sing like a choir
5. They sing louder/better than Kranji choir
6. They've got 4 encore songs

They look cute too:
1. With the mini pong pong
2. Actions
3. Dancing gimmicks
4. Their disney hats/hairbands/clips/blah
5. When they sing and bow continuously

kinda forget the rest, hehes.
tired tired tired


Saturday, December 27, 2008 / 3:24 PM
tuition ended early.
kinda very early.

Just one simple reason,
Teacher got the lessons mixed up.
It's funny, cause she kept apologising to us. There's another girl there, with me. Did some revision and quiz. Yeah! i can rmb all the stuff! Mayb because i did them only this morning, for the fear that i might be penalized for not doing my homework.

But still, YEAHYEAH!

ByTheWay,
i managed to persuade my mum to let me buy the whole series! It's my second attempt and i succeed! Yeah! Okay, i didnt really persuade her. I just tell her the content of the book, And she agreed! :D

CANT-WAIT!
But, my greatest obstacle is to find them,...
hmmmm,...



i'll be in love with a imaginary book character soon.
Once i get the book.


Friday, December 26, 2008 / 9:59 PM
IM OFFICIALLY GIVING UP ON MY HOMEWORKS!
there's no way i can finish them, NO WAY. If i did, it's miracle. Ya, pray for it to happen. Pray hard.

Anyway,...
iwanttoowntwilight
iwanttoownnewmoon
iwanttoowneclipse
iwanttoownbreakingdawn

Quick, make my wish come true!
SANTA!
i know it's kinda too late. I bet he's already back at north pole drinking coffee or something. *sighs*
MUMMY!
can i,...
can i,...
can i,...
i will,...
i will,...
i really will,...
trust me,...
pleaseeeee,...
it's just,...
...
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...
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...
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...
...
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...
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...
PROMISED!

First attempt:
11+ hours ago.
No reply.

Second attempt:
Right now.
...


Wednesday, December 24, 2008 / 4:26 PM
CHRISTMAS' EVE...
at home...

end.


Tuesday, December 23, 2008 / 11:17 PM
bloghopped, only to less than 5 blogs.

Everyone's talking about Christmas' eve.........

我好可怜哦!

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Nvm, Christmas is all about giving.
:D
But still, i'll be jealous.


/ 10:39 PM
This is NOT good.

Mum called to tell me that i have to babysit my little brother on Christmas' eve! Okay, you might think that it's perfectly fine,
BUT,...
Im going to catch two movies on that day - which is tmr! :(
..
..
..
SEE THE PROBLEM?!!
*inserts trillions angry emotions*

FURTHERMORE,...
It's TWILIGHT that im going to miss.
KILL ME!
STRANGLE ME!
JUST LET ME DIE!
right now.



WHY MUST THIS HAPPEN TO ME ON CHRISTMAS' EVE'S EVE??!!!!!!!!!!!!
i know this might sound a bit weird.

But still,... :'((((((((((((((((((((( *tears flooding my room* Okay, exaggerated though.


Actually, i have a choice.
a. i babysit him.
b. my brother will babysit him instead.


A wise person would choose b. I was wise before. I never fails to choose b, i have to admit. And so, to make myself feel not so guilty on Christmas' eve,...

i chose a :((((((((


It's sucha BIG sacrifice!

Nvm, i'll use this chance to do my never-finishing HOMEWORKS. Ahhhhhhhh~ i dont wanna spent my Christmas' eve like that!

Someone pleaseeeeee wake me up from this verybad nightmare!!!


Saturday, December 20, 2008 / 10:23 AM
My first-ever-secondary-tuition

Topic: Chemistry
Date: 20 Dec
Day: Saturday
Starts: 2 in the afternoon
Ends: still unknown

Location: Unknown
Conducted by: Miss viviane
Together with: 3 other unknown fellows
*i found out later that im the only one, currently*

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Ahhhh~ my no-tuition life is ending soon.
BUT,
I think it's going to be fun! Whees!


I CANT WAIT!
I CANT WAIT!
I CANT WAIT!
or maybe i can, i need time to pack my stuff.


Wednesday, December 17, 2008 / 8:49 PM
Oh My God!
twilight is out tmr!
*screams, run around the house And start breaking/throwing things*

TMR! TMR! TMR! TMR! TMR! TMR! TMR! TMR! TMR! TMR! TMR! TMR! TMR! TMR! TMR! TMR! TMR! TMR! TMR! TMR! TMR! TMR! TMR! TMR! TMR! TMR! TMR! TMR! TMR! TMR! TMR! TMR! TMR! TMR! TMR! TMR! TMR! TMR! TMR! TMR! TMR! TMR! TMR! TMR! TMR! TMR! TMR! TMR!

i wanna watch it!
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i wanna watch it!

okay, im repeating my words
TOO MUCH!
But im really excited!

i've got the money,...
What i need now is someone to accompany me to watch it
Someday.

Make it fast,...
i think i'll start calling now...


Rainie yang- dai wo zou (CD version) - 楊丞琳yang cheng lin rainie


Tuesday, December 16, 2008 / 9:30 PM
I WAS ASSIGNED AN IMPORTANT TASK.
i have to bring my brother to his secondary school this friday cause my mum is
BUSY.

Maybe this is one way to bring out the mother in me?! Next time when my child has something like this, i know how to handle it! :D It might be a little too early though.
BUT, NVM! :D
im excited anyway! :DDDD SO fun! :D

contradicting.

im worried!
i think i might get lost there! Cause i dont even know where it's located! *pissed* i think i'll have to bring a street directory along. just in case i get lost there, middle of nowhere! XD or bring extra cash, i dont wanna lrt home with those stupid/heavy books!

&i think i'll miss band that day?!
See what time end?!


/ 8:26 PM
shopping in lot 1 isnt appealing.
AT.
ALL.
But this time, it's different.
CAUSE,...

IT'S CHRISTMAS! :DDDDDDDD

okay, maybe not yet.

the shops have lots &lots of christmas stuff!
ESPECIALLY WATSONS! :D

Ooooh~! the christmas hats are sooooooooooooooooooooooooo cute! cuter than any other thing/human/animal. SWEAR! AndAnd, there's this very cute hairband or whatever you call it. It has this small christmas hat on top of it! Ahhhhh~ so cute! &it's only $3.95!
So tempted to buy buy buy! I want to own it!
BUT,
my mum say "we shouldnt spend so much nowadays, the economy isnt that good. What if your mum me kana fired??!!"
my immediate reply would be "But, it's only $4!"
And she would say this "$4 is also money wad! Why not spend it on other stuff?"
this line is freaking me out! She always says that when i buy something! it's like her favourite quote to stop me from spending, &^$@#$!
And the worse is,
IT ALWAYS WORKS!

BUT I REALLY WANNA BUY A HAT FOR CHRISTMAS!

okay, i'll just buy a cheaper lunch &i think i should be able to buy it! :D
Whheeeees~
it's freaking cute!


ilovexmas! :D


Saturday, December 13, 2008 / 5:05 PM














school,...
teacher,...
students,...
homeworks,...!
i think all the homeworks are driving me crazy!




















my brother looks retarded too.
pre-secondary depression!



/ 4:23 PM
IM SO,...speechless
i cant stand it myself. Argh! So stupid!

my mum got me to print some recipes for her. I arrange them in some sort of order in microsoft word. My dad told me to print only one page to see if it functions well. i stupidly&stubbornly ignored his advice thinking that it would be a total waste of time and so,...i print out all 10 pages. And i print!

*printing in progress*

The first page is screwed! Due to the coloured fonts in the document, my printer run out of coloured ink! & the words cant be seen. Okay, nevermind, Just try again. This time round i made them all black. But to play safe, i print out the pages one by one. &so i started with the last page,...

*click current page*

*click print!*

*printing the 10th page*

SUCCESS! :D

*click current page*

*click print!*

*printing the 9th page*

SUCCESS! :D
i think im getting the hang of it~

*click print!*

&i waited stupidly for the page,...

"Eh,... the page seems,... familiar."
*still figuring out why the page looks so familiar*

*print print print!*

"Why is so many paper coming out from the printer?!"
"AHHHHHHH!"
*sigh*

AM I STUPID OR WHAT?!
Okay, im not. XD

What i have wasted:
12 printing paper
inks used on the 12 printing paper
my precious time
my energy for panicking
my brain cells, i think i killed quite alot

I think printing isnt such an easy job afterall! If i were to work in a office, please please, dont call me to do any printing jobs.
BUT,
if you wanna mess things up, you can call me.


OVERALL, i learnt that.

My printer is so not user-friendly. I need to even think thrice before i print! What kind of stupid printer is this! This machine is so not helping at all!

Im not suitable to do printing jobs.

不听老人言,吃亏在眼前。

should have listen to dad's advice, seriously.




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I have no confidence of finishing my homeworks! &im sure i cant finish them! OMG!

Screwed!
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Thursday, December 11, 2008 / 11:49 PM
WHY AM I CURSED WITH THE AILMENT OF BEING FOREVER HUNGRY??

i just feel like eating every now&then. Argh! If this goes on, i think i can gain weight at a speed of 100km/h 5kg/h!
Argh! Disastrous!


Okay, im being super random,.. BUT!
I REBONDED MY HAIR! :D again
on the tuesday, 9th december 08 @ard 10am till 1330h :DDDDD
hope this will last! :D


Wednesday, December 10, 2008 / 6:14 PM
SO DEMORALISED
Okay, I seriously have no idea whether I should rejoice or cry now.

MISS LIM IS LEAVING!
she's going to pursue her dream of writing beautiful lyrics.
Actually, i dont really think about the lyrics of the song most of the time. *smiles widely*

She's a really good teacher. She teaches out of the box &of course she's muchmuch closer to us. We have a smaller age gap, you see :D
ENOUGH!
To celebrate her gone, we are going to have a farewell party for her! Whees! @EastCoastPark! BBQ! :D


An abrupt ending to my post.


Sunday, December 7, 2008 / 7:41 PM
this is the first try at getting back my love for blogging! :D
here goes,...

IM SOOOO BUSY THIS WEEK!
i think it's because my mum is not working for one whole week. to be specific,... 9 days! :D

monday, with the date of Dec 1 :D
Ahhh~! Xiuxuan flew coached to genting while im still sleeping! XD okay,this is not important :D Anyway, my family had to go to lavander together for,... for,... actually, we spent the whole day there &im not really sure wad they were participating in. They, not me. I was rotting&complaining all the time. &the food there was,... not so delicious. BUT STILL, i ate two mee siam. *smiles* I WAS REALLY HUNGRY OKAY?!!

tuesday, the second day of december! :D
SHOPPING WITH MUMMY! Whees! :D Actually i didnt want to buy anything at first. BUT, when i saw this very nice top,... i just said "PLEASE,..." and "OKAY." YeahYeah! it was easy~ :D

the post above is incomplete &i cant help it,... SO :D


-------------to be continued------------



PS.
i did a very stupid thing.
i just wanted to preview this post.
& the mouse moves to the "PUBLISH POST" bottom,...
And unknowingly click it.
&this happens, the post is published!
"YOUR BLOG POST PUBLISHED SUCCESSFULLY!"
"click here to view your blog (in a new window)"

STUPID MOUSE!
STUPID CURSOR!


Wednesday, December 3, 2008 / 7:57 PM
This message is to certify that misslittle-talliee.bs has officially stopped breathing at 7.58pm, 3 Dec 2008.

It will revive when Doctor Wong Yoke Ling decides to apply CPR.

Oneday.
Someday.

Soon, I hope.






tian long ba pu rocks to the core!
DUAN YU! :D


Tuesday, December 2, 2008 / 6:29 PM
I WOULD NOT BE BLOGGING TILL THEN
i dont know when :D
& maybe when the mood comes

TATA! :D