what hurts the most
was being so close, and having nothing to eat
I am strawberry and my husband is blueberry. He's my fourth husband because the previous ones' were made into yogurt. My house is the tree and my food is cow dung. I heard I am going to be made into yogurt too so maybe I'll meet my husbands in someone's stomach soon. So, don't bother me.
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Monday, February 23, 2009 / 10:43 PM
this is just going to be a super desperate o level candidate motivational post :D
And ya, im desperate.

GOSH!
I NEED MOTIVATIONAL CAMPS NOW AND THEN.

without them, i doubt im sure that i will not be motivated AT ALL! And there will be zero chance that i survive the o levels. Trust me.

It's only common test now and:
I freak out.
I let my emotions took control over me.
I feel depressed.
I lose all motivations.
I lose confidence in my ability.
I give up.
I lose myself.

Seriously, sometimes i question how much hard work i put into the particular subject, my passion for it and am i capable to do well for it.

And why?
I dont know myself.
I cant find the correct way to learn.
I cant organise the things in the correct manner.
I dont have the motivation to excel in it.
Or simply, i just cant do it.

But i know i can! AND i know i must!
Just that i need to put a lot more effort into it and keep up the consistent input and i should get the right amount of output. I need/want/must/have to do well for the O Levels. I will not let:
my parents down.
my teachers.
and most importantly myself.

Believe in self-confidence, the ability to do it.
The motivations, the correct strategy to work on.
Take actions, get the desired outcomes.
And i can do it!

okay, seriously, i need to end my stupid life and might as well have no life. So that i can do well for the Os. I dont mind the sacrifice, i open to suggestions as long as i get my desired results. Im serious. Whatever.

JIAYOUS!
O Levels on the 26 Oct