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Wednesday, July 15, 2009 / 10:03 PM
IT'S A MILESTONE
Everything is over for now, Prelim One is over.
I'll have to start preparing for Prelim Two soon, despite the fact that Prelim Two is still two months away. Today i got back some of my results. The most disappointing one was A. Maths, to think that i could actually fail A Maths at this point of time, the crucial timing. That's how bad things are for me now. I should really let me motivation run continuously, at least for a week, in that case I'll be able to focus more. Mdm Mah, Im sorry i disappoint you. Im disappointed with myself too.
Then it's physics, though i only know my mcq marks which are not good at all, i can predict that my paper two isnt going to be any better. I wanted to prove Miss Lee wrong, I wanted to ace my Physics, to make my parents feel proud of me. But,... Maybe I just didnt work hard enough for it, for maybe i was just not that capable to handle physics. I can only prepare myself for tmr, get a hold of my emotions, my heart, my soul.
Chemistry did improve, but i know it's still not enough to get that A1 in O Level. But I'll do my 100%, I'll prove it to Miss Kho that I can do it, I can still ace Chemistry, it's not too late. Now, I've gotten a little improvement and confidence in Chemistry, I'll ACE it! No complacency, procastination or distractions! And do you know how much I wanted to thank Miss Kho for that her words have really assured me, my feelings. I am touched! (: When i was writing these, im really touched. And for you, Miss Kho, I'll ace Chemistry! And I mean it!
Im really too emotional now, need time-out. But this really does helps me, it did. I need to stop my heart from leading me all the time, i'll get a mental breakdown if this continues. My brain should lead at certain times, but how? And can i?
I'll just have to seek solace in my sleep, where everything is fantasize and virtual. Nothing is really hurtful.
One day.
One day, I'll master you all.
Just you wait!
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Wednesday, July 15, 2009 / 10:03 PM
IT'S A MILESTONE
Everything is over for now, Prelim One is over.
I'll have to start preparing for Prelim Two soon, despite the fact that Prelim Two is still two months away. Today i got back some of my results. The most disappointing one was A. Maths, to think that i could actually fail A Maths at this point of time, the crucial timing. That's how bad things are for me now. I should really let me motivation run continuously, at least for a week, in that case I'll be able to focus more. Mdm Mah, Im sorry i disappoint you. Im disappointed with myself too.
Then it's physics, though i only know my mcq marks which are not good at all, i can predict that my paper two isnt going to be any better. I wanted to prove Miss Lee wrong, I wanted to ace my Physics, to make my parents feel proud of me. But,... Maybe I just didnt work hard enough for it, for maybe i was just not that capable to handle physics. I can only prepare myself for tmr, get a hold of my emotions, my heart, my soul.
Chemistry did improve, but i know it's still not enough to get that A1 in O Level. But I'll do my 100%, I'll prove it to Miss Kho that I can do it, I can still ace Chemistry, it's not too late. Now, I've gotten a little improvement and confidence in Chemistry, I'll ACE it! No complacency, procastination or distractions! And do you know how much I wanted to thank Miss Kho for that her words have really assured me, my feelings. I am touched! (: When i was writing these, im really touched. And for you, Miss Kho, I'll ace Chemistry! And I mean it!
Im really too emotional now, need time-out. But this really does helps me, it did. I need to stop my heart from leading me all the time, i'll get a mental breakdown if this continues. My brain should lead at certain times, but how? And can i?
I'll just have to seek solace in my sleep, where everything is fantasize and virtual. Nothing is really hurtful.
One day.
One day, I'll master you all.
Just you wait!
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